Need I say any more?Monday, October 08, 2007
Rock n Roll
Funny how this term has become the perfect way to describe my life. its like a ball which that keeps on bouncing. you like the attitude of bouncing back , not realising that it is hurting itself by touching the ground every time it bounces.
I feel i have no control over it. what has it come to, my life, i don't know where is it taking me, why is it doing wht it is doing. life is a rollercoaster. i thought i had everything under control till a few days back, but then again, it decides to surprise me. One person has so much of power, irresponsible it is.
Lack of stability. its is hurting, i ma ready to bounce back, but worried to see the scenes when i bounce. not sure what i will be seeing. will i be able to digest it, will i be able to face it. i am worried, but i am still looking forward to it. i like challenges, may be i am not all that successful excelling at them, but still the thrill of facing a new one is more than enough to motivate me.
a challenge awaits me, a bomb, a fire cracker, or could all be just an ordinary spark. but yet, i want to see it. i am excited, i am nervous, i am insecure, i am speechless. i want things to get over fast, yet things to slow down for me to enjoy or sulk in the moment.
i am dying, but i want to enjoy this death. i am smiling at the prospect of seeing death, i am waiting with expectant eyes. i want to just go out there and have fun. i want to live the moment.
i know GOD is with me, i know he will only let good happen to me. i trust him, i have belief in him. i am going to win.
i am goonna ROck and i am gonna ROll !!!
I feel i have no control over it. what has it come to, my life, i don't know where is it taking me, why is it doing wht it is doing. life is a rollercoaster. i thought i had everything under control till a few days back, but then again, it decides to surprise me. One person has so much of power, irresponsible it is.
Lack of stability. its is hurting, i ma ready to bounce back, but worried to see the scenes when i bounce. not sure what i will be seeing. will i be able to digest it, will i be able to face it. i am worried, but i am still looking forward to it. i like challenges, may be i am not all that successful excelling at them, but still the thrill of facing a new one is more than enough to motivate me.
a challenge awaits me, a bomb, a fire cracker, or could all be just an ordinary spark. but yet, i want to see it. i am excited, i am nervous, i am insecure, i am speechless. i want things to get over fast, yet things to slow down for me to enjoy or sulk in the moment.
i am dying, but i want to enjoy this death. i am smiling at the prospect of seeing death, i am waiting with expectant eyes. i want to just go out there and have fun. i want to live the moment.
i know GOD is with me, i know he will only let good happen to me. i trust him, i have belief in him. i am going to win.
i am goonna ROck and i am gonna ROll !!!
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