Killing the nice guy...

Enough I've had,
Enough of this,
I cannot take it even a little bit,

When you want to laugh,
when you want to have fun,
you come back to me and say let's get this done!

but when it's not needed,
you think oh i have not pleaded
so it's all hunky dory coz he's not bleeded,

It is not that common, it does not happen with everyone and it is a big deal,
think i should just tape my mouth and put a seal,
coz if I cannot deal with this one I don't think i can ever put an end to this,

the decision has been made,
I will not put a lid to this,
no more being the nice guy, no more being the good friend,

am not going to be the shoulder you need,
nor am the friend you need,
I am just going to the guy who do not want to meet!

Sometimes

In love with a face,
In love with a smile,
If I get to see her I stand up and rise,
If not then I try to not think of her otherwise,
She is close to me and yet she seems distant,
Her one look and I would give up my existence,
Weekdays go in thinking about her,
Weekends go in talking about her,
Days, weeks, months have passed,
Still no surety of the future or the past,
Want to just hold her hand,
Hold it tight and say it all,
Don’t know why there is a fear,
If she says no, won’t get to go anywhere near,
At times I think I may not be right,
And then I feel I should just tell her with all my might,
Sometimes a lot can change over a yes or no,
My only problem is I don’t think I can let her go,
The time is right, the time is now,
Hope I do this soon just don’t know how!