Again and again and again. Why does this keep happening with me? Do I attract only a certain kind of people or is it one of your tricks to make me stronger?
I've had enough, I do not need this.
Things were moving smoothly, a little quick by my standards, yet quite well. After a long time I saw things going in my favour and was anticipating greater results.
But she did exactly what by now I've been accustomed to. Use me as a throw-away pillow. Hold me when you're scared, snuggle upto me when you want to get cozy, lie on me when you need a friend and throw me at the instant you see a different room!
I thought I had made a deal with you God. I thought we had a pact. I thought you'd keep your promise. I thought you'd understand.
She meant a lot to me, she could've been the one. All was not to be and we ended up on the opposite sides of the road.
She is going her way and has asked me not to look for her. I am left clueless without a map and have been asked to find my way.
