hmm...well it does...esp when she is someone who is related to you.someone you are sure to bump in to quite regularly...what to do now? will someone ever find out?...what if sis finds out? what?
being in the same room is difficult now...we do not look each other in the eye....one due to hatred...other due to other's hatred.....weird isn't it?...naah i say...
to be myself is difficult now...i am conscious...i am controlled...i am different...i am unable to do things as i used to..unable to say what i feel like.....i am unable to act as i am supposed to....how long can we carry on this game? how long can we try and keep it going.....with the chemistry that we had ..to d fun and entertainment we were....is it possible for no one to notice a change there?...
at one point we needed people to ask us to stop talking and leave to now where we need someone around to talk to..coz we do not talk to each other..........how will it work out?...
am nervous..am tensed...
i do not even know if i am over her or not....have i started liking someone already?.....what has happened to me...saying this it self makes me feel so shallow.....how could i? i do not even know about her feelings..i have no clue about mine either..do i hate her still....can i ever get back with her?...will i have to let others know about it?..
its getting awkward....its just keeps getting awkward.........rather awkward !!!
frustrations...fears....
will i be able to love someone as much...will i ever forget her?....will i move on? have i already?
questions...questions...questions....running all over my mind...
just stop thinking and live as if nothing has happened...simple , huh?...
yes it is...until i start thinking about it again !
SIMPLE...SEE TOLD YOU !
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